Don't whistle at night
because it'll bring in shayateen.
Beware, black coffee and cigarette
smoke, a country of evil eyes and spells snuck
into offers. The only time I didn’t listen, beautiful prickly
pear too good to turn down, I had restless
nightmares in an August of relentless heat.
It’s an Algerian belief,
Mama tells me. You can't
confess your nightmares or else
they'll follow you into waking day.
What you do instead: whisper
them into running water,
let it carry the dream along.
I want to dream that the raspberries
turn my skin pink along
with them. That the dead flowers
by my window blow into my
face as I try to fall asleep,
and honeysuckle trails behind
in an act of the world’s forgiveness.
There’s an Algerian superstition,
Mama says. You can’t give anything
knotted because it’s seen as a bringer
of bad fortune. When I find an uneven
strand, a collection of tangles,
I use the scissors I cut your hair
with to snip them right off.
I have this recurring dream:
every time, a new city, people flying.
The betrayed looks at the betrayer
and says, “I will forgive you, because
I still love you.” The betrayer looks
right in their eyes, says, “It doesn't
matter” and betrays anyway. I never
tell anyone, not even the faucet.
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